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► Will you answer all questions truthfully? Yes
► Are you single? Yes
► Are you happy? no
► Are you Italian? No
► Are you German? No
► Are you Asian? yes
► Are you angry? No
► Are you Irish? No
► Are your parents still married? yes

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place: Jakarta
► Hair Color: Black
► Eye color: Dark brown
► Birthday: Des 12
► Mood: lazy
► Gender: Female
► Lefty or Righty: Righty
► Summer or winter: Winter
► Morning or afternoon: Afternoon

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 
► Are you in love? if fangirling count my answer yes
► Do you believe in love at first sight? sometimes
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart? . . . yes
► Are you afraid of commitments? yes
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? no
► Have you ever had a secret admirer? dk
► Have you ever broken your own heart? yes many times

TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust: love
► Lemonade or iced tea: iced tea
► Cats or Dogs: both
► A few best friends or many regular friends: few best friends
► Television or internet: internet
► Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
► Wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night
► Day or night: night
► IM or Phone: phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out: yes
► Fallen down/up the stairs: yes
► White water rafted: no
► Finished an entire jawbreaker: What does this mean?
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? yes  
► Prank called a store: no
► Skipped school: yes
► Wanted to disappear: everysecond of my life

TEN PREFERENCES 
► Smile or eyes: eyes
► Light or dark hair: dark hair
► Fat or skinny: in the middle? 
► Shorter or Taller: taller
► Intelligence or Attraction: both
► Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious: funny and poor

ABOUT ME
► Last Phone Call: brother
► Last phone call you received: aunt
► Last person you hung out with: couple of my friends n my bro
► Last thing you ate: milk pie
► Last thing you drank: water
► Last site you went to: my blog
► Last place you were: mall

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship: no
► When was your last relationship: idk
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? .. i don’t think so
► Do you still love them: no

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along? yep
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”? maybe
► Have you ever run away from home? no
► Have you ever gotten kicked out? no 
► If so, how long? 

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends? yes
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends? maybe
► Who are/is your best friend(s)? idk
► Who knows everything about you? me

number 9

This little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!! 
RULES: 
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 
4. Tag 20 friends. 
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing. 
6. Have Fun! 


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 
my style - BEG
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? 
what happening - B1A4 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 
sweet dream - ranbow

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
1251 - krissy

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 
clap you hand-2ne1

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? 
blue - big bang

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
I you love me - ns yoon ji

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 
I wanna love - teentop

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 
I think my love is you - navi

WHAT IS 2 + 2? 
sweet holiday - cn blue

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 
tonight - spica

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
G.r.8.u - vixx

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
bad boy - sistar

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
Julia - Infinite

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 
the man who never lied - maroon 5

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
cry - mblaq

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?? 
payphone - maroon 5

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
dancing queen - snsd

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
peach - IU

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? 
it's you - suju

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
red shoes - IU

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? 
number 9 - tara

[....]

Current drama you’re watching?

I'm planning to watch the heirs 

Favorite color? 

red? black? pink? yellow?

What’s one country you want to visit?

 Korea?

What’s something you should be doing right now? Don’t lie to me.

skyeping with my friends

If nothing could stop you, what is one thing you would want to do? 

singing and dancing loudly 

What’s something you’ve always wanted to say, but you never had the chance to?

fuck you! you destroy my life, you make me feel alone all the times !

What’s something that’s been bothering you?

my feeling and assignment 

What’s one thing you’re wishing for? 

past to semester 2, get grade score, get bf, happy life, Christmas please come faster

Are you a diligent student? 

of course nyahahahahaha

Favorite song at the moment?

Tory Kelly - all in my head :"(

Talk about anything here. (/^~^)/ 

I NEED HOLIDAY , MY MIND PLEASE DON'T PLAY WITH MY HEART, I'M ALONE

kuliah -,-

helow :3
sudah lama gw ga tulis blog  hehehe, sekarang gw udah kuliah. ternyata kuliah ga seneak gw banyangin (awalnya) gw sempet sakit gara" setelah libura panjang yang tdr hampir 12 jam sekarang jam 6 udah bangun buat kuliah. (biasa lah penyesuaiian setelah libur panjang pasti skit --").

kuliah gw cukup yah bisa di bilang menyenangkan, gw dapet temen baru, suasana baru. tapi gw sempet tertekan juga soalnya temen' gw pinter" semua dan gw merasa gw paling bego sendiri :(

waktu itu yakob pernah ngajak gw ikut radio, dan akhirnya gw tertarik mau ikut. masih galau si, cuma anehnya tadi. gw liat standnya radio gw masih galau gitu, terus tiba" gw liat yabok di sana dan entah kenapa gw lari menuju ke sana. Gw ga tau kenapa gw begitu, terus gw menyapa dia. terus dia nyapa balik terus dia tanya mau daftar radio? dan dengan engga mikir lagi gw bilang iya dan isi formulir (what?!!!!) gw sendiri bingung kenapa gw di situ dan gw isi formulir, padahal gw kan masih galau. terus yang jaga stand cukup ramah si kaya friendly gitu. malah ada yg sempet minjem pensil lagi sama gw , pertama gw pikir bercanda eh ternyata beneran. entah kenapa pas di situ gw merasa seneng gitu. kenapa yah? padahal kan gw galau.

terus gw pulang dengan busway pastnya dan udara yg panas abis. sampe di rumah langsung gw ganti baju pake tangan buntung n celan apendek karena gw udah ga kuat pake jeans lamaan lagi, dan baju gw penuh keringat (nggggggg).

beginilah nasib gw yg sekarang jadi anak baru kuliahan, penuh dengan kesibukan dan kegalauan -.-

song of the day

Graduation day

Finally I'm officially Graduate from high school

I'm happy and sad same feeling comes together

Thanks high school for good or bad memories 

I'm not ready to enter collage world

So many things to do . . .

느낌

now my feel back to normal
no more piss off feels
no more desperate feels
but still . . .
BORED ! ! !

well my laptop already fix but I still bored
and then I start play rune factory 2, last time I'm not finish it yet before may old laptop broke
so I start play again.

and maybe
If I'm in mood I will cover some song
soon . . . . .

piss off

I'm piss off now,
today my childhood friends come to my house, she ask me some help about VCL. She said she want edit some videos so I let her use my laptop, and say to her I can't help her cause I don't understand any thing about editing video with VCL, and she said she can . so I let her use my laptop and I lay on my bed texting. Firts she said her video won't play and not go right, And I said maybe it can't but he still try it. and she call me that she can't open my computer. suddenly I panic how can't my computer can't be open. and I try it still won't I try restart it and it can open but not usually. so now she give up and go home. I save picture from inet and what i see it can't see the preview and she still leave 4 video so I try to delete it but it won't.

how if I tell my father about it and he say he will format my laptop my precious data are here, I don't have any usb or else to copy it. and all my password are here. I just can pray that my father cant fix it without need to format it.

every time I being good and kind , and they always give me a rubbish

Baby good night

This little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!! 
RULES: 
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 
4. Tag 20 friends. 
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing. 
6. Have Fun! 


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 
Before The Dawn - Infinite 

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? 
Talk That - secret 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 
Let it snow - Beast

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
Top Girl - G.na ( Top ha?! )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 
No Mercy - BAP

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? 
Copy and Paste - Boa

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
I choose to love you - Hyorin

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 
Pretty boy - Juni

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 
Scribble - MBLAQ

WHAT IS 2 + 2? 
Bo peep - tara

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 
Why so serious - SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
Back in time - Lyn

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
Breath - Miss A

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
Julia - Infinite

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 
Another me - INFINITE

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
Without you - Infinite H

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?? 
I love you - Jay Park

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
Don't cry - BOM

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
Catch my Breath - Kelly Clarkson 

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? 
Evening Sky - Ailee

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
No better that stranger - Baby Soul

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? 
Baby good night - B1A4

Words

Wings

Even if I fall from exhaustion

if you become my wings

i can fly high into the sky

Blank

today my feelings kind a mess up. I don't know why.
every time when I go out from the house, and see people around me they life happily and fun whit there life, I sometimes envy with them. My life really boring, and flat. My things I want to do but something hider me, you know lah something people can't live without.

seeing my brother play whit his friends just made me more feel lonely. Maybe i can say I not really have much friends. Every time I think they will be my friends,( or Best friend ) and they really important to me and maybe I important to for them. but they didn't, I just realize  only me think they important but they have another people more important like me.

I want have may friends, but I don't know how . . . .

there must be something changed in me . . . .

Photoblog

I have dream that some day I will have my one camera and take a picture all around the world. Have my own Photo book and photoblog. I want people know my story from my photo. I know it really bad and cheesy but I shared you some of my capture.

30 important (?) people

*I don't really have many friends*

1. choding
2. L.kim 
3. Sungjong 
4. howon
5. namu 
6. jang dong 
7. kyuzizi 
8. ardina 
9. yovita
10. fibel 
11. elli 
12. vivi 
13. licia 
14. ivan
15. dw 
16. dessy 
17. maryani 
18. bll 
19. marrisa
20. dj 
21. joscelin
22. achai 
23. golden 
24. clara
25. ricca
26. kelly
27. liana
28. elvina
29. anggi
30. chella
some of them not really importen for me, I put there names and some of them ar idol who really importen in my life.
THE QUESTIONS: 
• How did you meet 10? 
- at school

• What would you do if you had never met 6? 
- well I think now i still in my gloomy world 

• What would you do if 5 and 15 dated? 
- never ever happen

-• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? 
- 6 of course 

• Did you ever like 26? 
- she's kind

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? 
- yes 

• Would 4 and 27 make a good couple? 
- no, they don't know each other 

• Would number 22 and 2 make a good couple? 
- NO hahahahha

• Describe 8: 
- my best friend who I trust more than anyone

• Do you like 12? 
- yes she's funny

• Tell me something about 17: 
- I don't really know about her but sometime she give me motivation  

• What's 7's favorite color? 
- green I think

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? 
- I cry rainbow, and ask him to marry me

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? 
- yesterday 

• How do you think 19 feels about you? 
- I thing she mad at me o.o

• What languages does 13 speak? 
- Dewa lol

• Who is 2 going out with?: 
- his couple ( myungyeol) lol 

• What grade is 16 in? 
- 11 

• What is 2's favorite songs now? 
- no idea 

• Would you ever date 3? 
- no, but if I can I will hahahhaa. 

• Is 11 single? 
- yes

• What is 10s last name? 
- Albira

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 18? 
- shes a girl and .... no. if her friend yes

• Where does 23 live? 
- apartment 

• What do you think about 20? 
- shes beautiful, smart, kind, positive

• What is the best thing about 4? 
- muscle and dance 

• Is 21 hard-working? 
- yes 

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? 
- nothing 

• How did you meet 9? 
-  at school 

• What is the best and worst thing about 28? 
- best: she teach one of my classmate for national examination
worst: nothing 

• Are you going to know 3 forever? 
- yes

• How long have you known 26? 
- 3 years

• Who is 24? 
- clara agatha 

• Are you or did you ever date 2? 
- if yes,  I already dead now

• Do you have a crush on 27? 
- no

• Would you kiss 25? 
- no

• Have you hugged/kissed 22? 
- no. 

• Is 29 your gf? 
- yes she is my girl friend 

• What do you hate about 23? 
- whe he star annoy me 

• What's your relationship with 30? 
- friend where I meet at facebook