느낌

now my feel back to normal
no more piss off feels
no more desperate feels
but still . . .
BORED ! ! !

well my laptop already fix but I still bored
and then I start play rune factory 2, last time I'm not finish it yet before may old laptop broke
so I start play again.

and maybe
If I'm in mood I will cover some song
soon . . . . .

piss off

I'm piss off now,
today my childhood friends come to my house, she ask me some help about VCL. She said she want edit some videos so I let her use my laptop, and say to her I can't help her cause I don't understand any thing about editing video with VCL, and she said she can . so I let her use my laptop and I lay on my bed texting. Firts she said her video won't play and not go right, And I said maybe it can't but he still try it. and she call me that she can't open my computer. suddenly I panic how can't my computer can't be open. and I try it still won't I try restart it and it can open but not usually. so now she give up and go home. I save picture from inet and what i see it can't see the preview and she still leave 4 video so I try to delete it but it won't.

how if I tell my father about it and he say he will format my laptop my precious data are here, I don't have any usb or else to copy it. and all my password are here. I just can pray that my father cant fix it without need to format it.

every time I being good and kind , and they always give me a rubbish

Baby good night

This little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!! 
RULES: 
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 
4. Tag 20 friends. 
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing. 
6. Have Fun! 


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 
Before The Dawn - Infinite 

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? 
Talk That - secret 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 
Let it snow - Beast

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
Top Girl - G.na ( Top ha?! )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 
No Mercy - BAP

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? 
Copy and Paste - Boa

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
I choose to love you - Hyorin

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 
Pretty boy - Juni

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 
Scribble - MBLAQ

WHAT IS 2 + 2? 
Bo peep - tara

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 
Why so serious - SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
Back in time - Lyn

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
Breath - Miss A

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
Julia - Infinite

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 
Another me - INFINITE

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
Without you - Infinite H

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?? 
I love you - Jay Park

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
Don't cry - BOM

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
Catch my Breath - Kelly Clarkson 

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? 
Evening Sky - Ailee

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
No better that stranger - Baby Soul

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? 
Baby good night - B1A4

Words

Wings

Even if I fall from exhaustion

if you become my wings

i can fly high into the sky

Blank

today my feelings kind a mess up. I don't know why.
every time when I go out from the house, and see people around me they life happily and fun whit there life, I sometimes envy with them. My life really boring, and flat. My things I want to do but something hider me, you know lah something people can't live without.

seeing my brother play whit his friends just made me more feel lonely. Maybe i can say I not really have much friends. Every time I think they will be my friends,( or Best friend ) and they really important to me and maybe I important to for them. but they didn't, I just realize  only me think they important but they have another people more important like me.

I want have may friends, but I don't know how . . . .

there must be something changed in me . . . .

Photoblog

I have dream that some day I will have my one camera and take a picture all around the world. Have my own Photo book and photoblog. I want people know my story from my photo. I know it really bad and cheesy but I shared you some of my capture.

30 important (?) people

*I don't really have many friends*

1. choding
2. L.kim 
3. Sungjong 
4. howon
5. namu 
6. jang dong 
7. kyuzizi 
8. ardina 
9. yovita
10. fibel 
11. elli 
12. vivi 
13. licia 
14. ivan
15. dw 
16. dessy 
17. maryani 
18. bll 
19. marrisa
20. dj 
21. joscelin
22. achai 
23. golden 
24. clara
25. ricca
26. kelly
27. liana
28. elvina
29. anggi
30. chella
some of them not really importen for me, I put there names and some of them ar idol who really importen in my life.
THE QUESTIONS: 
• How did you meet 10? 
- at school

• What would you do if you had never met 6? 
- well I think now i still in my gloomy world 

• What would you do if 5 and 15 dated? 
- never ever happen

-• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? 
- 6 of course 

• Did you ever like 26? 
- she's kind

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? 
- yes 

• Would 4 and 27 make a good couple? 
- no, they don't know each other 

• Would number 22 and 2 make a good couple? 
- NO hahahahha

• Describe 8: 
- my best friend who I trust more than anyone

• Do you like 12? 
- yes she's funny

• Tell me something about 17: 
- I don't really know about her but sometime she give me motivation  

• What's 7's favorite color? 
- green I think

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? 
- I cry rainbow, and ask him to marry me

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? 
- yesterday 

• How do you think 19 feels about you? 
- I thing she mad at me o.o

• What languages does 13 speak? 
- Dewa lol

• Who is 2 going out with?: 
- his couple ( myungyeol) lol 

• What grade is 16 in? 
- 11 

• What is 2's favorite songs now? 
- no idea 

• Would you ever date 3? 
- no, but if I can I will hahahhaa. 

• Is 11 single? 
- yes

• What is 10s last name? 
- Albira

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 18? 
- shes a girl and .... no. if her friend yes

• Where does 23 live? 
- apartment 

• What do you think about 20? 
- shes beautiful, smart, kind, positive

• What is the best thing about 4? 
- muscle and dance 

• Is 21 hard-working? 
- yes 

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? 
- nothing 

• How did you meet 9? 
-  at school 

• What is the best and worst thing about 28? 
- best: she teach one of my classmate for national examination
worst: nothing 

• Are you going to know 3 forever? 
- yes

• How long have you known 26? 
- 3 years

• Who is 24? 
- clara agatha 

• Are you or did you ever date 2? 
- if yes,  I already dead now

• Do you have a crush on 27? 
- no

• Would you kiss 25? 
- no

• Have you hugged/kissed 22? 
- no. 

• Is 29 your gf? 
- yes she is my girl friend 

• What do you hate about 23? 
- whe he star annoy me 

• What's your relationship with 30? 
- friend where I meet at facebook

shuffle

This little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!! 
RULES: 
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 
4. Tag 20 friends. 
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing. 
6. Have Fun! 


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 
Gangnam Style - PSY .. 

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? 
Evening Sky - Ailee 

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 
Nobody - wonder girls 

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
Abracadabra - BEG .. 

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 
I need you - K.will .. 

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? 
I Like That - GLAM 

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
1/3 - INFINITE 

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 
That xx - GD 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 
Special Girl - INFINITE H

WHAT IS 2 + 2? 
Memories ringing - Kwill

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 
Paradise - INFINITE 

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
Madona - secret

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
tired of waiting - 2pm 

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
warrior - BAP

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 
Shes back - INFINITE

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
it's you - super junior

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?? 
Good day - IU

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
One shot - BAP

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
it's cold - epic high

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? 
Expectation - Girls day 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
On my way - Dok2

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? 
Magic - secret